4/1

DRAWINGS — in old sketch book — pp18-19 — for what —

5:00 AM — i could listen to music — i could work on music
JAPANESE TREASURES LP1 S2
i want more japanese music — i want …

look at japanese art for the lettering — note the cover of the japanese music i’m looking at — (how much time and money would i spend on japanese books & magazines if i went to japan —
there are too many worlds — they are all getting fucked up
the record also has a very nice kogo part near the end — study the rhythms
(5 records in the set — i thought there were 3 — a lot of music here) —

LP 2 - i don’t like the flute as much as koto but still good music


getting nervous about the things i haven’t done with medical accounts & income tax


TAKE APART A COMPUTER AND THINK ABOUT ART
didn’t enjoy it very much — interesting to see how large & clunky looking all the components were — (how many years ago — what computers did i have & at what times)
threw away the metal frame works —
decided totally against making assemblages — everything needs to be digitized
take larger components & break them down to small ones —
make digital assemblages (photographs) — use grids as ‘containers and frames’ —
i didn’t photograph the drives & circuit boards —


a kind of revelation — my art is an art of destruction not construction or creativity — break down the forms —
give up all idea of assemblage — get rid of all material that is only good for constructions — brackets etc — pipes old valves etc — they have no aesthetic appeal —
keep taking the electronic things down to more and more details — photo the process for each piece

apr 2022
there are too many worlds and they are all getting fucked up
my art is an art of destruction
not construction or creativity
4/22-1